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My loudspeaker.
An outlet for my emotions.
Saturday, January 13, 2007Bio
I cant think of anything to write for my bio.
How can I write something so positive when even I myself doubt myself?
How can I write something positive when everyone else doubt you?
"Why did you choose her? Because of her age?"
I cant write anything that will be judged or even being ridiculed at.
I cant help being cynical -- because I've lost faith in those I know.
You dunno how much it hurts. I've lost the power to believe.
I thought better of people and I guessed I've learn otherwise. I dunno why I simply cant put it down. Perhaps because it just keeps pilling up.
I need someone to show me the light at the end of the tunnel. To hold my hand and keep me close. To believe in what others doubt.
3:05 AM
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
Updates on bZ
Oh my god, I almost forgot both my username & password!
That shows how long I haven't been updating.
Well, updates: - ALBT have not got me the sewing machine. Everyone please remind(nag) him ya? - My Jan and Feb schedules are all so tight... with MAJOR projects (Wish me luck ;) ) - Busy but happily designing some designs and ppt for a project.. I think i really like to do design
I went for a palm reading in school this afternoon during my lunch break. Yup, you heard it right, in school cos we having a bazaar now (again -.-).
Curious?
I asked about my Career and Love Life. $10 for two topics. I actually wanted to share the cost with my friend by asking one topic each but the shifu dun allow wor, say discount le.. So I shun bian ask about my Love life loh..
The first sentence he said aft reading my palm: "You are a Nu Qiang Ren (erm.. dunno how to translate, strong woman??ha)." He said I'm a leader in life and I shouldn't stay in the shadows. He said I'm too strong as a woman and he advised me to get a strong man for my love life. Hen-pecked husband will only result in marriage failure for me in the future (he said it seriously wor). He said I'm too stubborn and I need to listen to others to advance further in life. He said I'll do good in business and I should be a major stakeholder in whatever business I'm in.
In addition, he said my man should be financially strong because I love to enjoy life (eat, drink, play and be merry alot)..hoho..
On top of that, he said" Dun mind me, but you are a sexy woman and you should get a sexy man." !!! Sexy as in appearance or sexual in nature?? Omg.. haha..
He asked for my bday and ALBT's bday. He said we are compatible but he is too stubborn too.
He wrote his conclusion behind his namecard and this is what he wrote: "Marry a strong or sexy man" "Be a leader & be a PUSSYCAT in love"
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