BztHoUgHtS & kISSeS
This is my world. BZ's world
My loudspeaker.
An outlet for my emotions.
Sunday, October 01, 2006
It's not depression. Not exactly anyway. I'm only easily affected by some individual people or events, I realised. I'm happy with ALBT. I still can laugh at comedies, cry when sad.
Perhaps I'm weird by nature, if judged by the social standards. Perhaps I do not love myself enough when I'm doubting my sanity.
After this one year or so, I've come to realise... It doesn't matter anymore if I myself knew my true intentions. The whole wide world can doubt me but I can't. I'm holding the key. I must remember I'm in control of myself. No one else. No external elements should affect my soul and mind to that extent. Nothing.