BztHoUgHtS & kISSeS
This is my world. BZ's world
My loudspeaker.
An outlet for my emotions.
Friday, June 30, 2006Liberation of BZ
Was my perception of the world changed overnight or was others' perception of me changed in a night? Anyway, I'm glad that I'm somehow perceived to be more open today. But I do tend to tense up when speaking English. The fear of being ridiculed is still very strong.
Well, I got to ask my first question to one of the honchos. Lol, he gave me a very political-correct answer which indeed answered my question. Hmm... I didn't get the chance to take picture with him.. (because he is surrounded by members from other workgroup and I didn't bring my camera)
I can really say that I've learnt alot of things in this forum thus far. It had broaden my horizons alot as I usually couldn't be bothered about current affairs due to many other commitments in life. Taking a backseat and observing others thus far have made me realise that the BZ in the past should be more open to other viewpoints like I did in this forum. By meeting and befriending new people, it made me question my social skills and my self-esteem. By speaking out, it made me aware that I need to improve my spoken English ASAP.
Geez.. I'm super tired.. I'lll continue... soon...( I know I lost my train of thoughts.. )