Tuesday, January 24, 2006
The results of your analysis say:
You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry.
You are a shy, idealistic person who does not find it easy to have relationships, especially intimate ones.
You are affectionate, passionate, expressive, and future-oriented.
You are a talkative person, maybe even a busybody!
You like standing out and making sure that people know your mind.
What does your handwriting say about YOU?
Well, my handwriting looks different here as holding a pen is definitely different from controlling a mouse. The handwriting only serves as a guide for you to analyse and answer the questions posed by them..
I got to go find my fungi cream.. gosh.. it didn't state that I'm a lazy bum...
9:35 AM
Friday, January 20, 2006
I always say the wrong thing, do the wrong thing at the wrong time.
Low EQ I guess.
I dun wanna care what the world feels about me anymore, but I can't.
I feel lost.
Sometimes the virtual world is more comfortable than the reality. Just one wrong move and you'll be condemned by the people around you in the reality. Here you can simply trash away anything you dun wanna. Press "Del". Right click and block.
It seems that apologies are aren't enough. I was wrong but I realised my mistake and apologised. And it seemed fake to others. I can't do anything without stepping others' toes. Boy, I'm so good at it. By making everyone else detest me.
4:18 PM
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
Am I cursed? If not why am I so down in my luck? Whatever I do, things don't go smoothly. Group projects all late, no one cares. Left me alone to struggle for the submission of work. Library logged me out, printer at the computer lab spoiled, miscommunication, sent the assignment to the wrong teacher... I must be cursed. If not why I always end up with these shit things ALL the bloody time. I'm losing my sanity. No one cares if the work gets done. Don't push the work to me anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sometimes I feel that I might just take the easy way out...
8:06 AM
Sunday, January 01, 2006
Happy New Year! I know I haven't been blogging much... But I've not given up on writing or dreaming.. Reflected on what I did on 2005 and I realise I've did not understand what the people in the world I live in want.
Perhaps the only people in the world who care for BZ and tolerate my numerous flaws are my family and ALBT..
I want to thank ALBT here for showering his love and effort on me.. even though I don't fit the picture of a demure and gentle gf that is painted and wanted by the society...
I got numerous things to say.. But is there anyone out there willing to listen?
I know what I want in 2006.
8:10 PM