BztHoUgHtS & kISSeS
This is my world. BZ's world
My loudspeaker.
An outlet for my emotions.
Thursday, November 17, 2005
Nobody likes me, Everybody hates me, I go to eat some worms..
Who are you to judge me? What criteria are you using? Did you know me that well?
Apparently I thought you did know me well. I thought this type of friendships would be long lasting. But you stabbed me in the back. Again and again.
It's fine if you are unhappy with me. Say it out loud. Don't make me realise that after so long. Don't let me hear it from others. Don't tell them what kind of character I am. YOU FUCKING DON'T KNOW ME. DON'T ACT LIKE YOU KNOW WHO AM I!
Domineering. Pui. I'm like that because you gave me all the responsibilities. Ask ANYONE in my Primary/Secondary/Junior College if I'm domineering. I can swear that they wouldn't use domineering to describe me. Most probably they would use all other negative word to describe me but NEVER domineering.
It was you who shaped my character. It was you who let this side of me show. It was you who don't want to take responsibilities yet want to exel. You are always politically correct. I'm always not.
I do not need to hear from the whole wide world what you unhappy about me. BECAUSE YOU DO NOT KNOW ME AT ALL. I really do not understand.