Bz
tHoUgHtS & kISSeS
This is my world. BZ's world
My loudspeaker.
An outlet for my emotions.
Congratulations BZ, you are...
Like that ad for Toys 'R Us, you are that kid who doesn't want to grow up. Except you do. And now you're just a big overgrown kid who doesn't want grow up. You have a warped yet addictive sense of humour. It takes skills to poke fun at serious things and you have no problems doing that. Your peers look up to you and yet you're humble about everything. You are an infantile.
Sometimes I need a break from everything.
A pillow to let me rest.
Yes, the young girl who made him cry when she said didn't wanted to go school.
The girl who kept losing her stuff in school and kept asking him to buy those stuff that she lost.
The girl whom he spent alot of time and effort to teach.
The girl whom he bought story bookes and tapes to improve her english.
The girl who broke his heart by camping in her room when having an arguement with parents.
The girl who stayed out late because she quarreled with her mother.
The teenager who failed to get into Uni after spending two years in Junior College.
The Super Dad who buys meals for his lazy daughter everyday.
The Super Dad who washes clothes.
What did I do in the past life to deserve a dad like him? I'm still making him worried even though I'm reaching 20. I'm so useless.
My dad and yeye are the best men I ever known. I know they still love me no matter what. They showed me what family love is. I'm so proud of them.
Yeye, will you hear me in heaven? I miss you.
(13:34:04) ALBT。: dar
(13:34:06) ALBT。 has closed the conversation window.
(13:40:13) BZ: dar
(13:41:15) ALBT。 has closed the conversation window.
(13:45:42) ALBT: ya
(13:45:42) ALBT。: u back
(13:46:28) BZ: haha
(13:46:33) BZ: tried something funny
(13:46:42) ALBT。: i going to customer place soon
(13:46:43) BZ: http://www.kennysia.com/archives/2005/08/kennysiacom_eng.php
(13:46:45) BZ: oh
(13:46:53) BZ: there's a beng translator
(13:47:03) BZ: when i key in my blog site
(13:47:07) ALBT。: so u still wan to meet me anot?
(13:47:15) BZ: it translate my blogs into beng language
(13:47:23) BZ: hmm... or we meet tml?
(13:47:33) ALBT: tml after 2 i free liao
(13:47:33) ALBT。: tomolo i working
(13:47:38) ALBT。: i not
(13:47:41) BZ: until?
(13:47:59) ALBT。: i duno
(13:48:05) ALBT。: anything could happen
(13:49:05) ALBT。 has closed the conversation window.
(13:49:33) BZ: i call emi now
(13:49:56) ALBT。: ok
(13:50:55) ALBT。 has closed the conversation window.
(13:51:25) BZ: not meetin her today
(13:51:56) ALBT。: ok
(13:52:03) ALBT。: so u can TP la
(13:52:06) ALBT。: come TP
(13:53:06) ALBT。 has closed the conversation window.
(14:01:01) BZ: tp?
(14:01:05) BZ: tampanies?>(14:01:08) BZ: !!
(14:01:13) BZ: i end at 8 leh
(14:02:13) ALBT。 has closed the conversation window.
(14:03:06) ALBT。: so late
(14:03:08) ALBT。: then forget it la
(14:03:14) ALBT。: i thought u no work liao
(14:04:07) ALBT。 logged out.
(14:08:04) ALBT。 has closed the conversation window.
(14:10:07) ALBT。 logged in.
(14:11:35) BZ: forget it?!?!
(14:11:37) BZ: ok loh
(14:11:48) ALBT。: u so late then finish
(14:12:19) ALBT。 has closed the conversation window.
Note: The conversation did not continue any longer. Communication ceases.
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Is it my temper again that I feel pissed off? Guys don't get it and they just push it to "you must be having PMS" or "you are having weird temper" or "I don't understand why are you so worked up over a trivial matter?".
For guys who dun understand:
Gf told u all her appointment for the week a few days ago.
You wanna meet up with Gf.
Gf ask if can meet tml.
U say u working til dunno what time. (Guess it left Gf with no choice right?)
Gf cancelled appointment with friend.
Gf say can meet u liao.
U ask Gf to travel all the way to the east.
Gf is shocked because she had CCA practise untill 8pm. (Which U apparently did not listen to Gf when she is telling you her schedule for that week.)
YOU SAY THEN FORGET IT LIAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can also say FORGET IT. FORGET IT. FORGET IT. FORGET IT.
THEN FUCKING HELL FORGET IT K?
Firstly, she's definitely a "has-been rich bitch" that practically need not lift a finger at home.
"BZ, bill!" (She can't count money)
"BZ, which table's food is this?" (She dunno how to look at the orders)
"BZ, call the guy to collect his food! Quick! If not food cold liao!" (I already told her I gonna call that guy once the food is ready and the supplier is on the line that time She repeatedly ask me call him for more than six times! Within a minute. Yes. As if I'm deaf. )
"BZ, order!" (She can't take order)
"BZ, $#@#@!%414531 (She repeatedly repeated what food the customer ordered from her. Again and again and again, as if I dunno how to record down or my brain got maggots..)
And this is the ultimate of the ultimate~
"BZ!!!! MEE SUA!" (I looked at her cluelessly. Then she explained that the chefs disappeared and her dear friends wants to eat mee sua... It's fifteen minutes past last order so the chefs took a break what. She expected me to COOK for her loh, untill I PROMISE to find the chef for her. Then the poor chef got was dragged back from his smoking break.)
Seriously, the only thing she can do is to make the beverages, which I can do too.
Why she came down and make me more busy?!?!?!
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Note: 300+ of sales within 2 hours and I greeted the customers, did the food ordering, sent most of da food to the customers, made drinks, took re-orders, took takeaway orders, picked up the ringing phone, apologise to customers (as usual), gave them bill , cleared their plates and bowl, wiped the dirty tables and most of all, ENTERTAINED HER. She didn't even clear tables after the customers left. I had to do everything at the same time while she nag and nag and nag to get what she wants.
Jenny (full-timer, not at the scene of exasperation) "bluffed" me saying that Thursday night aren't busy and the boss's mum most probably won't be here.
Well, the reason why I teach maths is because I can't teach others. I can't teach English because I only know how to write roughly.. I dunno all the nouns, verbs, adjectives.. blah blah blah.. hee hee.. I anyhow write for so many years liao.. lucky still can struggle til thus far.
Well, for Chinese, some may find that it should be my forte. It was. WAS. I loved the subject when I was in Primary 5 & 6. The teacher was so cool, taught us many out-text-things like, idoims blah blah blah.. Many other Chinese teachers I met after that (not all) were sticking to the syllabus only and taught us how to memorise the words for spelling test and exams, but not how to enjoy the language itself. I also have a problem of writing down the characters. I can recognise them but I can't write em' down. Every essay writing time I MUST have a dictionary beside me. I'll spend half the time writing and half the time searching for the character. Pathetic me. LOL.
Well, the kids that I'm teaching now are real real good with their maths. They knew how to count mentally real fast. Well, it's time I pull up my socks.. :P
Firstly, I'm going to be away for two weeks.. : ) So please dun attempt to contact me. I wont be around.
Secondly, I finally got a break from the exams and school, but I still do not have time for myself at the moment. I'm trying to earn money to the point that I'm going crazy. Not to forget I have my cca commitment(S). My colleague points out to me that having too much things on hand might be the main reason for my procastinating. I bought it upon myself.
Thirdly, I think I may have to repeat Accountings.
In addition, I almost broke down emotionally recently. Well, I won't specify the reason why here, since the problem was rectified.
Blah blah blah...
