Bz
tHoUgHtS & kISSeS
This is my world. BZ's world
My loudspeaker.
An outlet for my emotions.
So watch out. Its presence is everywhere. Luckily, Mr. ALBT dun blog.
No one wants to be strike by lightining.
Some years back I used to have teachers that was exasperated with us for not having any opinions on anything. What's the point of saying when what the society wants us to shut our mouth up? "Shut up, no talking in class!"
I feel like I'm a sheep sometimes.
In the end I got my sis to accompany go to the central to eat the seafood soup. Not exactly what I am craving for the whole day, but it's one of my favourite food. And I tried its "MaYou" chicken. Pretty delicious! I even ate the skin! Hee.. But I was clumsy and I dirtied my shirt.
Just when I was done wiping my soiled shirt with wet tissues, an auntie rushed out from behind, spurting hokkien in a very agitated manner. I confess that I know nothing much about Hokkien except the Hokkein vulgarities that the boys from my Secondary school "taught" me. (That's another story, but I really think that boys have bugs in their head at that particular stage of their life) The only thing that I caught was that she was refering to someone being "lao zhar bo" (old woman). The woman seemed dangerous. Even her dressing depict that she may have a case than more severe than having "bugs" on her head. Never, I repeat, NEVER wear long pleated skirts with sandals. She was looking like the "Ah Hua" from a Chinese serial drama a few years ago. I was dumbfounded. Imagine yourself being preoccupied in removing the big stain on da shirt (plus the fact that I was enjoying my food prior to that) and VOILA, a seemingly mad woman appeared out of no where.
What's more dramatic was that there was two police that came rushing after her. It's not everyday that one get to see police in action over here. Mind you, it was happening just barely more than one metre away from my table. (I'm seriously worried that they will run around my table and upset my table. ) The woman was resisting the policewoman. Her eyes speaks of hatred and she looked as if she gonna kill anyone in sight. Shudders. (Was hoping that she wouldn't come near me. I'll get crazy if she upset my table of food. I'll bite her :X) She was holding a bag and her fist was clutching on two 4-D slips. Then she ran infront of me and the policewoman was holding onto her arms firmly. The policewoman was so cool, calm yet firm with that old woman. She spoke to her softly and slowly (in Hokkien again, which I dun understand at all). The woman suddenly knelt infront of the policewoman. And the policewoman asked her to get up (what I presumed have happened). Then they went behind the coffee shop to settle/ calm the woman down.
It's definitely more interesting than Heartlanders.
(Mr. ALBT, you missed this!)
By the way, yesterday was fun! (aside from the bulging tummy incident) Thanks guys! For accompanying this poor soul to sing! Love to sing with you guys! Dear Elvin was like paparazzi.. kept snapping pics of me.. Three of us got digi cam now! Same brand somemore! Cool right?! :D Too bad I look like I'm pregnant yesterday.. lol.. I found that I can't reach as high as before after I went Alto.. But in the end, I went crazy and high with you guys, and its early in the morning! Though feel like drinking booze... If only I could SING, DRINK and be MERRY now! School suxx.. lol.. (Can see my trains of thought are in a mess here right? Lol)
Dear Jiansheng went Thailand yesterday.. Hmm.. I'll be going to China soon when he comes back..
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Yippee!!! Love ya guys the best! Bring me go sing! Yeah!
For this test, the average jealousy percentage is 35.54%.
288306 people have taken this test to date.
This percentage means that :
•You are not a jealous person, but sometimes can be.
•Occasionally, you over-react to situations.
•Most of the time, you trust the people around.
•Jealously will not be a major issue in relationships, but you might want to improve your self-esteem.
http://tests.studentcenter.org/jealousytest.php
I was irritable today, as Mr. ALBT always did, by irritating me. The men always dun get it do they? When girls says something opposite, don't they sense the words are actually lined with sarcasm? Why guys promise things that they have no intention of keeping their promise?
So it is with great exasperation that I displeasure on msn with this nick "I feel like I'm a widow at times. What kind of wretched feeling that I'm feeling? I'm tomented."
And what makes me fume is that someone actually suggest something extremely preposterous. This is the conversation:
[my nick will be refered as 'I' as the following as it is a rather long nick]
(01:32:01) thumbdrive: u alwys hv funny titles and nick names here
(01:32:18) I: haha
(01:32:24) I: innovative kid here?
(01:33:01) thumbdrive: haha sure is..but too young to be a widow
(01:33:49) I: haha
(01:33:57) I: tt's a mere form of expression
(01:34:02) I: out of exasperation
(01:34:10) thumbdrive: y outta exas?
(01:35:10) thumbdrive has closed the conversation window.
(01:35:42) I: exasperated w bf bah
(01:36:23) thumbdrive: aiyah.. y waste ur irrevocable time on him?
(01:36:36) thumbdrive: leopards cannot change its spot.. take him or leave him
(01:37:29) I: hmmm...
(01:38:04) thumbdrive: time wasted on any1 or thing is gone forever
(01:38:21) thumbdrive: besides u r to oyoung to settle on him or any1 yet so y so serius?
(01:38:33) thumbdrive: study and career comes first..bf a dime a dozen
(01:38:49) thumbdrive: esp u will want ppl more mature in future..treat him as play mates
(01:39:00) thumbdrive: nothing serius hence u wont hv heartaches
(01:39:30) thumbdrive: eat, drink n be merry.., any 1st signs of troubles? bail out or lie low
(01:39:40) I: haha
(01:40:07) thumbdrive: hv a few more bf..(yrs truly here mature is available haha) on standby or hot standby so one down..another backs u up
(01:40:31) I: haha
(01:40:36) thumbdrive: and since i am the only one to advocate this to you ..i can likely hood be a long term pal cos 'we' understand each otehr
(01:40:53) thumbdrive: in short. we can do everything a bf/gf does yet wo the heartaches to follow suit
(01:40:57) thumbdrive: deal?
(01:41:03) thumbdrive: where to get better than this
(01:41:22) I: nah
(01:41:24) I: haha
(01:41:25) thumbdrive: hahaha side benefit..u will learn from me and vice versa.. good sharing experiences
(01:41:37) thumbdrive: sms me .. 9X XXX XXX thumbdrive*
(01:41:46) I: im not interested to get such a partner
(01:42:08) thumbdrive: well then go be exasperated with him then
(01:42:11) thumbdrive: haha
(01:42:23) thumbdrive: this kind of partner hard to find ..tat wont give u headaches
(01:42:31) thumbdrive: unless u r seeking headaches
(01:42:55) I: haha
(01:43:15) I: this type of partnership wouldnt cure ppl of emptiness
(01:43:17) I: or loneliness
(01:43:31) I: the depressed feeling will be even greater
(01:43:42) thumbdrive: but there again no wonder many guys can twirl their gf ard cos many guys alwys said their gals are 'stupid'
(01:44:18) thumbdrive: no partnership will ever cure u of emptiness..even marriage /divorce worst..just the same as bf/gf only add kids n more troubles tats all
(01:44:49) thumbdrive:long term friends are the ones tat will so add long term friends (both males and females) and good sex built in ..all in one haha
(01:44:55) thumbdrive: all the best and none the worst
(01:45:38) thumbdrive: after all aint u silly to let ur bf hv sex with you for free? under the guise of "LOVE"? haha guys always wins
(01:46:10) thumbdrive: snapp outta it..stop giving him sex and he will wakes up (or gravitates to another gal) both ways gals loose
(01:46:42) thumbdrive: so 2 can tango..u do the same and everyone is in equlibrium .. male an female..else u will FOREVER have tat empty feeling..how i know?
(01:47:39) thumbdrive: i hv been thru it all marriage and many gfs so the sharing experiences now (more than 6 yrs ) is great friendship (unless u want to marry off now) doing anything and everything tat dun harm each other or 3rd party
(01:47:46) thumbdrive: cool?
(01:48:02) thumbdrive: save teh conversatin n read it again and again..it makes sense
(01:48:34) thumbdrive: esp when u kenna another few more bad experiences then u will 'give ' up..n feel like a widow and wana DIE ! hhahaha
(01:48:41) thumbdrive: gtg bye
(01:49:37) thumbdrive has closed the conversation window.
(01:50:41) thumbdrive logged out.
One word to summarise it all. JERK. Lol..
Since I have the permission to save TEH conversaTIN (he misspelled it apparently), I'll share this with ALL of you. Ha.
Read this ALBT.. This is the bullshit I'm getting when I'm STILL waiting for the call you said you'll make when you reach home. I dun even know I bother to reply to this bullshit.
(*Names have been changed to protect the jerk?!?)
And before this conversation, I was using "." as my nick.. this is a conversation with another guy..["." is me, "?" is that another guy]
(23:37:05) ?: hello
(23:38:03) ? has closed the conversation window.
(23:38:57) .: hi
(23:39:50) ?: hey
(23:39:53) .: ?
(23:39:59) ?: are u a steady type of person?
(23:41:00) .: steady?
(23:42:01) ? has closed the conversation window.
(23:42:22) .: ??
(23:43:25) ? has closed the conversation window.
(23:44:23) ?: yes
(23:44:30) ?: very straightforward 1
(23:45:32) ? has closed the conversation window.
(23:55:15) ?: ???
(23:55:21) ?: i guess u not then
(23:56:21) ? has closed the conversation window.
(00:01:48) .: im lost
(00:02:17) ?: what happen?
(00:03:17) ? has closed the conversation window.
(00:03:21) .: huh?
(00:03:33) .: u asked me if im straightforward?
(00:03:36) .: in wat sense?
(00:04:31) ?: if i ask u out will u go 1?
(00:04:59) ? has closed the conversation window.
(00:05:05) .: nope
(00:05:13) ?: oh then u not6
(00:05:20) ?: u are a defensive type of person
(00:05:30) ?: who afraid of certain things
(00:06:30) ? has closed the conversation window.
(00:09:55) .: yup
(00:09:57) .: lol
(00:10:06) ?: okok
(00:10:13) .: u doing pshycology?
(00:10:22) ?: then u this type of person will be lifeless in future
(00:10:24) ?: no la
(00:10:33) ?: frankly speaking i got a good lobang for u
(00:10:38) ?: how good it is i wont tell u
(00:10:47) ?: of cos not cheating u or whatever
(00:11:00) ?: just see u steady and straightforward or not
(00:11:10) .: im not into MLM
(00:11:14) ?: see u this kind of pattern confirm wonr meet 1 la
(00:11:28) ?: MLM?
(00:11:40) .: Multi-Level Marketing
(00:11:45) ?: i know la
(00:11:47) ?: that pyramid 1 rite
(00:11:54) ?: ya what about that?
(00:12:06) ?: eh dont do that leh i heard its illegal 1
(00:12:32) .: mlm isnt i think
(00:12:35) .: pyramid is
(00:12:45) .: similar to pyramid bah
(00:12:47) ?: i dunno
(00:12:54) ?: no idea what that is
(00:13:02) .: so wat lobang u got?
(00:13:20) ?: i said already i wont tell u until u come down meet me
(00:13:26) .: y?
(00:13:32) ?: but its ok la since u sort of think that im cheating u
(00:13:45) ?: i feel that u already scare to meet me haha
(00:13:46) .: no lah
(00:13:54) .: y cant u jus tell me hre?
(00:14:02) ?: some things cannot just tell here 1
(00:14:33) ?: for example if u got a special thing to tell ur fren and got only 1min to say
(00:14:40) ?: haha
(00:14:41) ?: whatever la
(00:14:52) ?: u continue ur life ba
(00:15:01) ?: since u think i what MLM what pyramid
(00:15:06) .: no lah
(00:15:11) ?: i dunno what those are and dont even care
(00:15:13) .: y u so aggitated?
(00:15:21) ?: today had a bad day ma
(00:15:29) .: and?
(00:15:33) .: im jus asking
(00:15:47) ?: i just feel that if this lobang can benefit u then do lor
(00:15:47) .: do i have a right to ask?
(00:15:51) ?: if not dont bother lor
(00:15:56) ?: ask what?
(00:16:02) .: cant u jus say it out?
(00:16:08) ?: today i had a big quarrel with my family
(00:16:10) ?: sorry i canot
(00:16:28) ?: u where got see bussineessman closing big deals on phone 1
(00:16:30) ?: let alone msn
(00:16:44) .: when u wan meet?
(00:16:50) .: now?!?!
(00:17:00) ?: now?
(00:17:02) .: it's late now leh
(00:17:07) ?: why meet now?
(00:17:45) .: i mean u dont mean u wanna meet me now rite?
(00:17:50) ?: i now at home leh
(00:17:56) .: hai...
(00:17:57) ?: now too late already la
(00:18:02) .: u not getting wat i saying
(00:18:05) ?: u want tomorrow meet me outside lor
(00:19:20) ?: around 4+ or 5?
(00:20:20) very very tiring when can i quit everything and relax? has closed the conversation window.
(00:20:41) .: can i bring ppl along?
(00:21:16) ?: good lobang for u only lor
(00:21:22) ?: if u scare wanna bring ppl
(00:21:32) ?: then i nothing to say
(00:21:38) .: why for me only?
(00:22:00) ?: thats why starting i find out how u are 1st ma
(00:22:05) ?: ask u steady or such
(00:22:13) ?: then after when u say when want meet
(00:22:15) ?: now?
(00:22:20) ?: i know u quite ok already
(00:22:33) ?: but if from start cannot and no reply 1
(00:22:40) ?: can tell what type of person u are lor
(00:23:05) .: hmm...
(00:23:14) .: then why cant i bring ppl along?
(00:23:20) .: since u got a lobang for me?
(00:24:39) ? has closed the conversation window.
(00:24:58) ?: u like that insist then nvm lor
(00:25:05) ?: cos if u like to share ur lobang with ppl
(00:25:16) ?: might as well ask the whole world come
(00:25:26) ?: then each person can get 1 peanut enough liao
(00:25:39) .: i bring one only mah
(00:25:54) ?: trust me u listen to me
(00:25:59) ?: u think im cheat?
(00:26:01) ?: u come 1st
(00:26:09) ?: next time u find it good ask ur fren i dont mind
(00:26:30) ?: if u haven find out about it and find it good then fren like that
(00:26:42) ?: maybe works out for u la but not ur fren ma
(00:26:50) ?: up 2 u la
(00:26:54) ?: i dont like to force ppl
(00:27:10) .: i consider first
(00:27:25) ?: its ok la
(00:27:42) ?: the word consider i heard x X x Xx xxxx2 2123xcxxxxxx times already
(00:27:48) ?: want to come will come 1
(00:27:54) ?: consider is wont
(00:28:03) ?: i can explaina lot
(00:28:05) ?: ah
(00:28:09) ?: dunno la
(00:29:11) ?: eh
(00:29:25) ?: sorry for taking up ur time and suddenly make ur mind think of so many things
(00:29:34) ?: to me it totally works and im doing it now
(00:29:41) ?: if not im in army i surely do full time
(00:30:02) ?: ever see ppl 22 years old drive sports car?
(00:30:17) .: u selling ionic water?
(00:30:52) ?: what is that
(00:30:54) ?: confirm not
(00:31:06) ?: if tomorrow u come u see anything to do with water
(00:31:11) ?: u can jolly well leave
(00:31:15) ?: hey u got my number?
(00:32:01) .: u selling ****** life?
(00:32:09) .: or ******* **ving?
(00:32:17) ?: i never
(00:32:24) ?: trust me
(00:32:27) ?: not MLM
(00:32:39) ?: yesterday 1 NTI girl wanna recruit me
(00:32:44) ?: im same like u
(00:32:48) ?: MLM = no go
(00:33:48) .: hmm...
(00:34:02) ?: ?
(00:35:03) ? has closed the conversation window.
(00:50:12) ?: what u doing now?
(00:50:21) ?: thinking of stuff ah?
(00:50:26) ?: no need think so much 1 la
(00:50:35) ?: have a good rest then tomorrow come meet lor
(00:50:38) ?: so simple as that
(00:51:38) ? has closed the conversation window.
I sent my buddy this conversation and asked him to analyse. He thinks that he's a dubious person or a sex maniac while I think he's an irritating salesperson selling MLM products. What's your verdict?
My final Verdict: there's so many people out there in SG with twisted morals or distorted mind -- LEAVE ME ALONE
Really thank you.. :)
(Although you're still the slave-driver in my memories :P)
They're working on your last nerve -- get some distance before they drive you crazy.
In Detail
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