BztHoUgHtS & kISSeS
This is my world. BZ's world
My loudspeaker.
An outlet for my emotions.
Saturday, August 06, 2005
I have no strength to carry on this friendship anymore. No more. We are difting aparts, both in vastly different environment now. We were never the same, different lines crossing each other at a coordinates then. I sensed your tiredness. You can't stand my temper anymore right. Yup, my temper is indeed seemingly getting worse. That's because I dun attempt to please everyone anymore. Dun have to hide my displeasure and make myself suffer anymore.
Did our friendship thrived on then because I'm your 'sidekick' then?
I dunno why but I can't stand no longer. Think it is everything accumulated so far. So far too many things had happened. Everytime it puts a strain to our friendship. After a while we tried to ignore the strain again. Sounds like a vicious cycle to me.
For you it is easy. You are carefree. Or rather you wasn't bothered by it as much. I am. I can't stand any tiny tinge of bullshit anymore. Yes I'm jaded by reality.
From now on I shouldn't attempt to try to communicate anymore. There's difference between the door and the door mat. I should stop trying to communicate to you in this online world.
You dun have to know. You didn't know. You always do not know.
I'm always bad tempered. I'm always mad. You should pay no attention to me from NOW ON.
I want to be free.
NO ONE, I repeat, NO ONE is my princess or prince.