BztHoUgHtS & kISSeS
This is my world. BZ's world
My loudspeaker.
An outlet for my emotions.
Monday, March 21, 2005
Keeps rubbing salt to my wound. Keeps saying the wrong word. Keeps quarelling.
I was unable to rush down when da jie called because I was quarelling with him on da phone. And she fainted in da toilet. And I couldn't recognise her. The girl who found her fainted on da floor was asking me if she was my friend and I said no. I felt so remorseful that I didn't register it to my brain that that was da jie then. I only realised it was her when I walked near. Panicked. The rest of da class helped her to get a cab and send her there. Waited for around two hours outside the emergency room. I'll kill myself if anything happens to her. I should have got down there immediately when she called me to go down and help her.