Saturday, March 26, 2005
Sensed that I have really changed through out the years. Some part still the same, but there is some things really different now. Can't explain it. BUt I'm still so procastinating in my work, no doubt.
10:22 PM
Thursday, March 24, 2005
Lol, saw a booth showing funnie plastic- looking shoe today. Colours are very striking. Was attracted by the lit' boy that was busy promoting the shoe in the booth cos' he really sounded like a salesman, keep telling us how good the product is. Got eye contact some more. Haha, dun worry, I dun have pedophilia tendencies, but was impressed by how he did it like a salesman... Then was attracted by how funny the shoe looks like.. Kind of remind me of the shoe that babies wears when I was young. Asked about the price, it was 50 dollar! haha, but it is really light.. A bit bouncy when i wears it.. So I may get it after all.. But what colour should I get?!?! Orange is striking but I scared I'll be sick of it soon cos' my part time work-place is orangey all over... I hope no one knows of this brand yet.. I'll be the trendsetter~ haha.. :P I've got weird sense of fashion...
7:43 AM
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
lol, reasons for making a wishlist is because I dun have money to fulfill them. Haha, that part-time waitressing job I took barely support my expenditure. So many unlimited Desires, so limited Resources($).. Economics comes in again.. The central problem of economics..Wahhaha.. It is proven here that the poor's APC (Average Propensity to Consume) is indeed higher. I spent all my allowances on food and transportation only and yet able to run into debts.. Bleah...
When can I get new clothes? Not that they have my size anyway... Sue those clothes manufacturers and importers~ :( hahah~ joking..
Wishlist:
1) As mentioned, more bras. I do not understand why bras are so soo sooo much more expensive then guy's briefs. Are we paying for the underwire? Perhaps those underwires are made of gold.. *prys lol...
2)More clothes.
3)Less fat. (so I can fit in those clothes in SG)
4)No more bowels problems. And no more backache.
5)Ability to read other's mind. People never fails to fascinate me.
6)Know more about Chinese Literature. Or get more knowledge. I've got so lit' knowledge in my brains after years of oppressive education.
7)Happy and peaceful life. No Radicals in my life anymore. No heartache. No more friends to question my worth and my thinking. No more quarrels.
8)Read from Kong Zi that there is 3 happy things in life that an emperor may not even have. One of them is that our parents are still alive so that we can be filial to them and that siblings all are well. Nothing beats happy family I guess.
9) People to stop comparing me and labeling me. I'm not an 'A' student, I'm not just a fat girl, I'm BZ.
10) To travel all around the world and gain more knowledge.
11) To take up classes like cooking classes, art classes or anything...
12) To start to learn some sports and stop being a potato.
13) To start cleaning up my room.
That's all for now... Gonna go eat my lunch.. haha
2:52 PM
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
Wow, I didn't know it is so interesting to read the original ancient Chinese text. Though it baffled me, it is so so so intriguing! Ha.. So envious when my Malaysian classmates said that they learnt some Ancient Chinese Literature in their school. Dunno why our Chinese education system so lousy, making it so boring by making us memorise chinese words and giving us spellings on them only. All those idioms and stories that makes Chinese literature interesting they never teach us. Sometimes I wonder whether Education broadens our horizons or limiting our capabilities by using a one- for-all approach.
All warfare is based on Deceptions.
7:54 AM
Monday, March 21, 2005
Keeps rubbing salt to my wound. Keeps saying the wrong word. Keeps quarelling.
I was unable to rush down when da jie called because I was quarelling with him on da phone. And she fainted in da toilet. And I couldn't recognise her. The girl who found her fainted on da floor was asking me if she was my friend and I said no. I felt so remorseful that I didn't register it to my brain that that was da jie then. I only realised it was her when I walked near. Panicked. The rest of da class helped her to get a cab and send her there. Waited for around two hours outside the emergency room. I'll kill myself if anything happens to her. I should have got down there immediately when she called me to go down and help her.
So drained.
9:31 AM
This is my first entry this year. Finally got my sis to teach me how to make my blog this round. Cos I'm sad and depressed again. But I'm feeling better by the time I finally know how to use it.. Like this blog skin very much.. Went to look around the various blog skin for a long time... Still alot of blogging thingy i dunno.. haha, will get a tagboard soon, methinks. Cos my sis go sleep liao.
7:34 AM
